A Dark and Confusing Fantasy

[jaeangel]

No, I don't think you are necessarily gay, though I think everyone is on a continuum, no-one is 100% anything (possibly a controversial statement, but I'll leave that for others to discuss).

My hubby used to consider himself homophobic. He didn't like gay people, avoided watching Queer Eye on TV, etc. One day i pointed out to him, "If you aren't gay, why do you watch straight sex pornos?"
He didn't understand.
"The pornos with men and women going at it. And you don't like seeing the guys with small ones, you want to see guys with 'big ones' going down on women.If you like watching that, and you actually pay attention to the guy's package, then you can't be a complete homophobe."
He tried to dismiss it as a 'guy thing' but I know he was thinking about it later. And he's been quiet on the subject of gays since.

[Dododecapod]

Pretty much every serious study of human sexuality has shown that most people are attracted to both sexes to a greater or lesser degree. According to Masters and Johnson, some 60% of straights have a homosexual affair at some stage in their lives, while some 90% of people who identify themselves as gay have straight affairs.

A gay fantasy needn't mean anything other than being an exciting fantasy. If you're happy with women and attracted to them, your attraction is probably primarily hetero. Unless you feel a need to explore your attractions to men further, just sit back and enjoy the fantasy.

[Tang]

Jaeangel, because of this principle, this is why real men only like to watch 'lesbian' porn.