True.
And in all honesty I've learned a great deal from the whole thing.
Over the past few years Ive gotten to know a lot of people all over the world online, and not once was my intuition wrong. I even went to the US and Canada to meet some of them last year.

Yet the first time -ever- I act on this particular subject, my intuition was wrong.
Not once did I sense the betrayal.

I'm smart, I know I should go back to trusting my instincts.

But to me it doesn't seem fair to ask anyone to bear (?) my insecurities.
I'm not that type of person.

I know I'm saying it all kinds of wrong, because I can't even describe how I feel in my own language, let alone in english.
(and believe me, I'm awake )