i know.. its been long since i write something.. i just made a mistake....i feel bad for it.. so i think i need to write .... i know since i started on this relation ship.. i have the same and same mistake.. i dont listen!.. but i do try but sometimes... i still dont listen.. and make a mess...... i didnt wanted to dispoint him and more htan that.. i make u not rest.. which i know is very bad.. of me.. im sorry i was selfish.. and i promise it will never hapen again i luv u lotsss