tessa I have caught up with your thread and I will offer you both a little more advice and a bit of the future.

First you must stop calling him or even thinking about him as "your husband" start thinking of him as my Master. The longer you put this off the harder the road will be. The first real step in this is to get your head right, husband is much less then Master in everyone mind. To that end kneel in front of him ever chance you get. When people are near by whisper "Master" in his ear. When you are out where there is only strangers around call him 'Master" out loud, you will be amazed at the smile and glow that will come over him.

Also if you follow my advice there will be a time that "Master" just comes out of your mouth at the wrong time. When that happens to me I cover her by saying "yeah, I wish" and laugh. I had a slave that slipped enough times that it became a running joke around our unkowning vanilla friends. I began calling her slave around them and she just laughed and would call me Master and then sit at my feet while giggling.

Get your mind right tessa and make him very proud of you.

Russell