well, i dont think i really do anything

its just a matter of trying to remain true to myself and what i want and need from our relationship

regardless of whether or not he is in dom-mode, i still yearn to serve him and please him so i just keep doing what i normally do.

i will admit that there are times, though, when he is not in dom-mode, that i have done things that i wouldn't normally do - like if he asks me to get him a drink, ill say no, or get it yourself or what do i get out of it - its certainly not anything i would ever consider saying any other time but for some reason, when hes just being a 'normal' guy, im not worried about it

if im being honest, part of it is probably being done to get a rise out of him and push him into being a dom...not that it works, mind you...he doesnt fall for that and i do catch it later for those occurences.

ill have to think about it more and then add to this if i think of anything of substance to add...i never really thought about it before but i will now.

orchid