Quote Originally Posted by BDSM_Tourguide
Where did ~d~ go? How did this ever get resolved? Or did I just not read it well enough to see the outcome?
*pops head up from behind the sofa at the mention of my name*



*teasing grin*

"Does this mean you miss me TG?"


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All kidding aside, if you'll read a few post up, i did have my moment of rebellion. There have been a few more since that was written. What we do is we work it out. LT has a way of seeing beyond the surface of what i want to the core of what i need. i seriously doubt LT will ever have smooth sailing with me but i think he knew that going in and he is an incredibly strong Dom

As to where have i gone...

Well i'm lurking around at least several times a week. i just don't have the thick skin it takes to be an active part of this kind of community. i really wish i did but i find myself caring to deeply and getting hurt to easily. i have this totally annoying habit of leading with my heart...

What LT and i have is online and will remain that way. It's been my experience that many people of the community, even those that preach tolerence as the cornor stone of the BDSM lifestyle have no qualms about passing judgement on our relationship labling it as "not real''. Even after two and a half years i find it's exhausting to try and make the blind see because they never do so i just retreat to the safety of silence because the simple truth is i as much as i wish i did...i don't belong and that tends to be the norm rather than the exception for me... i rarely fit in anywhere: real world or cyber...

LT on the other hand has done the whole "real thing" and *grin* beyond not caring how anyone judges him, LT loves to stir the pot in hopes that it will make everyone or *wide eyed innocent look* even a single someone stop if even for a heartbeat and think outside the box...

Beyond that, i have submitted a couple of stories to the library under another name that were well recieved... and may do more in the future...i do enjoy the written word... and *grin* writing keeps me out of trouble when LT is on the road...

i really do appriciate you asking about me... i'd honestly just figured i'd slipped away unnoticed... i guess not...lol...

peace
~d~