I could never cheat on a task!

Why?

Because I would know I had failed and the torment and self torture I would put myself through would be far harder than any punishment he could give me.

I can't keep anything from him - and if I didn't do something properly - he would know from my journal - it would sound different - hard to explain but he would just know

If I can't do something - then it gives us an opportunity to explore why - was it an impossible ask in the first place, was there something physically wrong that sort of thing

Finally I guess I do it just because he asked