Quote Originally Posted by Mishka View Post
It might have to due with this stage in your life. I don't know you well enough to know how conservative or reserved or not you are, but you're young. I don't mean that as an old lady trying to patronize you. (for the record 35 isn't old) 19 is starting out in independence, or more of it. It's a time to discover yourself. Too much power over you at this point might leave you outright rebelling and not just cheating on tasks. Too little and you can't respect him the way you think you should or would want to.

Just sleepy brain wanderings
I hope 35 isn't considered old! lol.


I think you are right. I have been taking on a major life switch lately, where I am becoming more and more independent. I still yearn for that one to take utter control over me, and just take me to the edge...but it sounds like I am looking for something that can only be found in a lemon story or a romance novel.

Ah well...