I smile, sadly of course, the way you say that, ID. "Blind trust" is such a complex idea for me to roll around in my mind. I know it's there to have, a gift just waiting to be opened. But most times, it just sits there, a prettily wrapped package that is purposefully overlooked. Does one tragic happening in life have to dictate what follows? I am asking for myself as much as anything, I do believe.
I hope you find cause to unwrap that particularly spectacular gift for yourself again one day.
~hugs~
tessa