Mobius i understand Your thoughts and concerns about the fantasy i have described above. there are lots of Ppeople r/t that have asked me why would i ever want this to happen? to try and respond to Yours and Oothers thoughts and concerns i have to admit i have been raped r/t and it scarred me pretty good. for a long time i lived with thoughts of suicide and grief but there is an old saying that saved me:

"Yyou have the choice to get up and move on or to sit in your own shit and smell it forever."

and of course one of my famous sayings:

"it is Oour duty to fall down in life and Oour choice to stand up again"

another good point also being that there is also a matter of trusting one's Master and trusting that He would never hurt her because He didn't like her yet that He liked to make her happy and was pleased she likes to please Him. when i picked a collar i accepted Him because i trust Him not because i had to. so the point of being uncomfortable goes away when in actual r/t rape the uncomfortablity levels are out the roof. He has a good heart and i trust Him in whatever He does. Wwe Aall have had freaky sexual thoughts *pointing around and smiling*

i am certainly not the kinda woman that walks around with a corn cob of deceit in my rear *giggles* life happens whether Wwe are ready for it or not and it doesn't stop because i am sad *chuckles*

my Master is extremly handsome in a mysterious way and He better cuddle me after raping me or He'd never rape me again under my consent, although He is usually pretty good about aftercare and such (or at least as much as one can be o/l *chuckles*). but with all bdsm scenes isn't Oone cautioned for Ttheir Oown sanity to communicate afterwards. the key to a good scene is communication, yes? i mean bdsm is all about pain and pleasure wrapped into one, yes? what would be so fascinating about bdsm if Wwe had horrible things Wwe didn't want done to Uus done, wouldn't that then be considered rape, abuse and warrent jail time too?

Ranai, i fantasize about control, power, being a helpless victim under the destruction of Someone i trust inside and fear outwardly. i am drawn to the powerful mean man imagine that runs in my head all day long. i am not ashamed that He is there. *chuckles, oh that is hot*

i feel that torture awaits Eevery single individual in r/t and that i just 'grab it by the balls' in a sense. 'get Tthem before Tthey get Yyou' kinda attitude. for a long time i had evaded these thoughts thinking i was sick for wanting to be tortured to get off but i am no longer surpressed by Ttheir views *w*

as far as Dom's having fantasies about raping someone, i am sure that the fascination is probably along the same lines of abuse with power. Mobius do You have fantasies about controlling a woman? if You saw me would You want to hurt me in a good kinda way? a man involved into Dom bdsm obviously enjoys being able to have complete control over something or someone. always getting what He wants and never having to ask twice. it is the nature of the Beast, yes? *gosh that turned me on*

this also might boil down to Ttheir own inferior need to control because of lack of control in His Oown life. i am speaking out my ass here, i am not sure but it is a good guess eh? my Master has said, 'so i can control You better' a lot and i guessing that He lacks it outwardly and i'm happy to devote myself to better His sexual pleasure as i hope He is too *w*

and i am totally game for being watched, that even adds to the fantasy a little more....*whew is it hot in here*?


thanks for the juicy replies...Yyou Aall are a fun bunch *w*



ps...these are great questions and valid points...i am okay with any questions You might have as well Gary Wilcox *s*