there is nothing wrong in liking or being attracted to a certain body type..i have a friend from another forum, a female, who only wishes to tickle and Domme over older, heavy taller men...it's all a matter of personal preference..i know i have a dream image of the perfect guy...i've always liked the bad guy image, the biker type..with a few tattoos, muscles, shaved head lately and a goatee... that's just my ideal, doesn't mean that's the only type of guy who could turn me on....my ex Master fit that, but inside he was not my ideal at all..as i found out..
anyway...i digress lol...lots of luck i wish you well in your search..i'll keep my fingers crossed for you..