nk's BDSM life

[Flaming_Redhead]

~stares at Red in shocked disbelief~ Ok, I was fine with you slapping my ass. Could've stuck around to slap it a few more times, but I was cool with the once over. But this!?!?! Why take your cum restriction frustration out on me?? ~thinks about that~ Well all right, I can see why you would, but still. Biatch. ~pfffttt~

Why? *smiles knowingly* I know you'll love it and thank me later. In my case, it was all done in a very mind-fucking kinda way. First, I lost all my toys. It was very innocuous. VoodooMan asked me to bring him my toys which we played with on various occasions, even bringing them to 1763. He suggested I leave that particular bag at his house instead of hauling it back and forth. It made sense at the time. I didn't even realize what had happened until a few days later when I went looking for something to...um...play with. I mentioned to him that he still had my toys. He said I could have them back anytime I wanted, but he said it with that evil little grin. You know the one I'm talking about. When Doms grin, it's scary. I decided maybe I didn't really want to ask for them back. *sigh* I did end up mentioning them once more when I was whining about not having any vibes. He then revealed something to me. Sneaky rat bastard that he is, and I say that in the most loving way, he'd kept them away from me because they were desensitizing my clit. Four or five months ago, I would've argued that they were NOT doing any such thing and, in fact, helped me cum, but I now know better. The cum restriction came about during a conversation about masturbating. Imagine that! *ggls* We were discussing what would be okay to visualize while masturbating, i.e. chat role play or similar ideas. He asked me what if he was chatting with a female sub and became aroused and...and....came. It seems I have a jealous bone, so we agreed it was not okay. In fact, it was revealed that I'm quite the greedy bitch when it comes to his cum, so in order for him to save ALL his cum for me, never masturbating, I have to save ALL my cum for him. It sounded like a fair trade at the time. Some days, when I'm really GRRRRRR, I wonder how often he masturbated....whether it was daily....several times a day like me....or just occasionally. *pout* What's done is done. If I want to complain about it or cheat too many times, I've been informed he can take ALL my orgasms away. That gave me pause, let me tell ya! ALLLLLLL of them?!?!? I don't complain. I'm addicted to his cock. I crave it when I'm not with him, and when I am with him, I wouldn't dream of ever saying "No...I'm not in the mood." In fact, I missed my visit last week due to illness, and today, well....I would probably promise the man anything at this point. I would BEG for his cock. Whatever he wants me to do, even if it hurts and no matter how humiliating, I would do it. Um...yeah...I'm gonna stop talking now in case he decides to read. *winces* Trust me, Tessa, you WANT this. DareDevil wants this. Hell, who wouldn't want a gorgeous blond with great tits begging for his cock?!? *imagines Tessa on her knees...DareDevil with a cruel smile* Ok, I gotta stop thinking about this 'cause I'm not gonna make it.....*squirms* I really hope I get to see VoodooMan tonight. No, I BETTER get to see VoodooMan tonight or I can't be held responsible for my actions! I mean...um...maybe I should ask him VERY nicely. AAAARRRRRRRGHHHHHH Isn't this fun?!?!

[Mishka]

*imagines Tessa on her knees...DareDevil with a cruel smile*

oh that is a sweet picture.

I'll sign the petition. Because even though I'm not "technically" on cum restriction, I haven't had sex in about three weeks. One appreciates things so much more when one doesn't have it. An excellent lesson to learn.

Then of course there's mostly the pleasure side for you two. You'll thank us later.

[gagged_Louise]

Actually I don't think dear Tessa has had much bdsm goings-on in bed lately - she did say last week when I mock Dommed her "too bad this is all the Dom action I've been getting of late". But yes, the image of a sweet blonde on her knees wincing and begging to be allowed to suck Master's cock is a seductive one.

The cum restriction came about during a conversation about masturbating.

[tessa]

It's a freakin' MUTINY!!!

Well, not a mutiny proper as I'm not the captain of anything, but crap, y'all!! What's with everyone wanting to deprive me of my O's??!?? All because I teased cute little NK??

Speaking of NK, it behooves me to remind everyone that this is HIS BDSM Life thread. I think this is all most inappropriate. It actually could be considered thread-hijacking. Serious business there, people. Don't make me get all superior on all y'all's asses. :iz

Ok, that made me laugh too.

~and while everyone is laughing, tessa grabs up all her O's and runs out the door~

[nk_lion]

*Lassos tessa, pulls her back into the room and ties her up nice and good.*

Don't worry tessa, I don't mind this thread becoming a 'Lets stop tessa's O's' thread for a while

[Mishka]

Tessa tied up.

Great idea nk!

See? The thread hasn't been hijacked at all...perfectly within forum guidelines to allow nk to practice tying his knots.

[gagged_Louise]

yay!!

*pulls Tessa's hands together behind her back, lashes her wrists and ties off to a taut, knotted crotchrope*

-see, honey, why you need to control your orgasms?

[MajesticFae]

*gives NK a cupcake for his knot tying skills* I'll sign the petition! =) Tessa needs some CR and Redhead seems to need a little less CR. *giggles*

[tessa]

*gives NK a cupcake for his knot tying skills* I'll sign the petition! =) Tessa needs some CR and Redhead seems to need a little less CR. *giggles*

Did the Redhead pay you to say that?? Or did you bribe her with a cupcake??

Seriously, people, Tessa does NOT need any CR. At all! Ever!

Ever!

Never Ever!



Go CR your own selves! pffffttttt!

[moptop]

Oh, Tessa, you do, you do!!! It's sooooooooooooooooo sweet when you get it again... and trust me, the feeling of desire when you really, really want it... really want the O, the cock, the cum, the God-I'll-do-ANYTHING... and then you do get to cum - oh, if you're lucky, with a lot of teasing and edging to get there too... Oh, the mind-fuck as well as the body-fuck...

God. I've just had a month of mostly CR (what's 'mostly' CR you say - oh, it's complicated but also involves lots of almost orgasms... and punishment for actuals... and the punishments are really really horny... and lots of him just not being there, but that's another story) and now he's away for 3 weeks - where's that petition? I'm not letting anyone get away with not suffering like this! oh - yes - and the enjoying it afterwards bit, too - forgot about that

[tessa]

I am seeing a common theme here. Y'all have to do without so I do too???

Uh-uh. Nope. I already stay in a state of "godddddd, I'll do anything for it!" Don't need any extra help, thank you very much.

Hey NK? What's been going on with you lately? Do tell? Pretty please?

[nk_lion]

I am seeing a common theme here. Y'all have to do without so I do too???

Uh-uh. Nope. I already stay in a state of "godddddd, I'll do anything for it!" Don't need any extra help, thank you very much.

Hey NK? What's been going on with you lately? Do tell? Pretty please?

Yes tessa, plus we think it will only enhace your already awesome sex-life.

And if you think you're in that I'll do anything for it stage, just try a week of cr...


And as for me (notice you are trying to change the subject)...

Well, like I said before, we are suppose to edge once a day, so I've been doing so, and actually I love it, even been doing it about 5-10 times a day....it's almost like a constant O.

Except yesterday I went close to the edge, and fell over, and I didn't even enjoy the bloody orgasm as I was trying my hardest to stop it...The stakes were that whoever breaks will have to up to three edges a day, and two tasks that must be completed, so I'm just waiting to see what those 'punishments' are. (My sub side is sooo aroused, my dom side is pissed that I got myself in this situation). I honestly think Emily is secretly a domme (or part time) who loves topping from the bottom on occasion (I know some of you hate that term).

So yes, it's day 5, and apparently I've been more forward with the fairer sex. Last night I was out clubbing with a bunch of people I met for the first time (friends of a friend), and my friend asked if I was trying to flirt with that girl. Now I never flirt, so that was surprising to hear, and two, while the girl had a great personality and she was quite pretty, I wasn't interested in her that way. Thinking about this while getting something from Wal-Mart today, I started chatting up with this cashier, and was moments away from asking her number if she wanted to meet up later, before I stopped myself, I wasn't interested in her as well (honestly).

So I'm still trying to figure out the effects on cr are on me, but apparently talking to every female my age seems to be one of them right now.

[jeanne]

So I'm still trying to figure out the effects on cr are on me, but apparently talking to every female my age seems to be one of them right now.

That's so funny and real. Your hormones and horniness are doing the talking for you. Enjoy it - flirting is one of the small joys in life.

[MajesticFae]

No tessa, Red didn't pay me off. =) CR can be a lot of fun, it's not all terrible. *kisses*

NK, I love reading about your life. It's fabulous. I'm glad things are going well with Emily and I think somewhere inside all of us subbies there is a Domme hiding back there. Mine pops out every once in a while and boy is she fabulous.

You'll definately have to let us know what your punishments are for cumming!

[tessa]

The stakes were that whoever breaks will have to up to three edges a day, and two tasks that must be completed, so I'm just waiting to see what those 'punishments' are. (My sub side is sooo aroused, my dom side is pissed that I got myself in this situation). I honestly think Emily is secretly a domme (or part time) who loves topping from the bottom on occasion (I know some of you hate that term).

I don't hate that term at all. I think it's the "secret" domme side in me. Not that she's going to come out and play anytime ever. DD would laugh at her if she did.

So I'm still trying to figure out the effects on cr are on me, but apparently talking to every female my age seems to be one of them right now.

I'm with jeanne. That really is sooo funny. And cute And flirting, as jeanne said, is such a treat. So enjoy! A perk within the punishment, as it were.

Fae, how CR cannot be considered "all terrible" is beyond my imaginings. Maybe I will have to try it to see just what it is that everyone is talking about.

Maybe. A very doubtful "maybe".

[jeanne]

Ya'll got a "maybe" out of her! You know what Doms do with maybes, don't you tessa? Next thing you know, you'll be on CR. *shakes head* Poor tessa! Oh, BTW, I'll just hold onto all your O's for you - may not return them all or in the same condition, but I'm willing to make that sacrifice for you. Yep, that's me, just a giver!

[MajesticFae]

Ya'll got a "maybe" out of her!

I was just about to say that, Jeanne!

The orgasm at the end of the CR is so worth waiting for. Yummy.

[jeanne]

The orgasm at the end of the CR is so worth waiting for. Yummy.

I'm going to take your word for that... My husband doesn't know what CR is and I have absolutely no intention of educating him!

[tessa]

Poor tessa! Oh, BTW, I'll just hold onto all your O's for you - may not return them all or in the same condition, but I'm willing to make that sacrifice for you. Yep, that's me, just a giver!

Sacrifice...yeah, that's a good one. Got a bridge you're trying to sell, too??

My husband doesn't know what CR is and I have absolutely no intention of educating him!

Same here. DD ain't gonna know a thing about CR!! If he hears mention of it, I'm going to tell him it's about Consumer Reports or something.

[nk_lion]

Lol, Jeanne and Tessa, we will inform your respective husbands, especially Tessa, cute....for the last time, I'm not cute.

And as for the punishment, I have no clue yet, she said she has a couple in mind, but as for now, I'm waiting still. I've told her to do a few interesting and not so easy things before, so I'm gonna find out what she has instore.

But she's a sub, can't be that bad right? Probably just be like something like be more domly towards me or something, right? I mean I could do that.

And Jeanne and Tessa, imagine everytime your are about to cum you have to stop, the yearning for that release, the sexual thoughts remaining in your mind, constantly, while doing ordinary things like shopping or brushing your teeth, you wonder about your next orgasm. And finally, when you are allowed to have an O, it is stronger then anything before, more intense due to the anticipation.

[jeanne]

...the sexual thoughts remaining in your mind, constantly, while doing ordinary things like shopping or brushing your teeth, you wonder about your next orgasm.

Considering that I walk around like that 75% of the month, CR would just kill me!

Yes, nk, you are cute! cute, cute, cute, cute, cute... *walks off, chanting "cute"*

[nk_lion]

Or...cr would make your sex life even better. Try it.

And if you show me your famous legs, I'll forget about those cutes.

[MajesticFae]

Tessa, you now got me thinking of what other things start with CR. Canned Raddishes, Condiment Ramequins....etc

I really want to know what nk's punishment is going to be from little miss seductive Emily. I think Emily should make it known who she is. =)

[moptop]

But she's a sub, can't be that bad right? Probably just be like something like be more domly towards me or something, right? I mean I could do that.

Oh, nk. Excuse me, but:

HAHA. HAHAHAHAHAHA. HAHAHA. HA.

Why that secret Domme within is just going to LOVE it!

Of course - she just might make you do the washing up/cooking/shopping for a week or something mundane - but the servitude would be so subby... Or serve on her hand and foot for an evening. Dressed to her pleasure.

Or something...

Get those switchy imaginative juices working, boy!

[nk_lion]

I'll give you a few hints....she has breasts, two eyes (last time I checked), two hands (again, last time I checked), and her name isn't Emily, lol.

And Emily will reveal herself when and if she feels comfortable, I have no control over that.

And motop, it's all o/l, so even if she said cook/wash/shop for a week, I wouldn't be able to. Mind you, my cooking extends as far as a warm cereal, I actually do like washing up while listening to music, and shopping is no real bother. So I'm unpunishable

[gagged_Louise]

Tessa, you now got me thinking of what other things start with CR. Canned Raddishes, Condiment Ramequins....etc

Cardinal Richelieu
Cunning Rat
Cold Rubbing
Crappy Release

[tessa]

But she's a sub, can't be that bad right? Probably just be like something like be more domly towards me or something, right? I mean I could do that.

moptop said EXACTLY what I was thinking. Good luck there, cutie pie.

And Jeanne and Tessa, imagine everytime your are about to cum you have to stop, the yearning for that release, the sexual thoughts remaining in your mind, constantly, while doing ordinary things like shopping or brushing your teeth, you wonder about your next orgasm. And finally, when you are allowed to have an O, it is stronger then anything before, more intense due to the anticipation.

And jeanne said EXACTLY what I was gonna say here...'cept I'd have to say 90% of the time. Ok, 95% of the time. Sheesh! You people and full disclosure and everything!

[nk_lion]

moptop said EXACTLY what I was thinking. Good luck there, cutie pie.


And jeanne said EXACTLY what I was gonna say here...'cept I'd have to say 90% of the time. Ok, 95% of the time. Sheesh! You people and full disclosure and everything!

Imagine 100% tessa



All I have to say is that subs on cr are even more desperate for sex

[nk_lion]

Tessa's cr petition list

nk_lion
gagged_Louise
Flaming-Redhead
Dorkalicious
Miksha
MajesticFae (Corrected)

[MajesticFae]

And Emily will reveal herself when and if she feels comfortable, I have no control over that.

Of course she will. I'm just a curious person and want to be up in everyone's business.

Aaaaand my name has no underscore in it!

I'm with tessa and Jeanne. We subbies are dirty minded little creatures and we can be just as relentless and you Dom/mes can!