Quote Originally Posted by orchidsoul
Yes the concerns/question stemmed from an online relationship (which didn't begin under a D/s context).

I don't mind expanding a little. I would say it caused me concerns because if I could end up like this through an online relationship, couldn't it be more severe in real life? But, I truly believe part of it was CAUSED by it being an online relationship and not being able to attain it in real life. Frustration, love, and desire turned me into a completely weak and tragic person.
The reason I asked is that I had an extended online relationship which I've spent some time trying to come to terms with. I recognize everything you say.

From a distance I've been wondering if it was all a fantasy I invented in my head or whether my experience had a foundation in reality. No doubt for her she finished it because she thought she knew me but as for me, I'm convinced more than ever I did not know her. No doubt the reality is somewhere in between but we reinforce our own prejudices.

I will PM you but I will give things a little thought first.

Thanks for the reply.