Self torture, pain or pleausre?

[Caitlin]

...are there others, who would torture themselves soley to feel the pain regardless if it brought pleasure?
Domination King

I would like to try some pain. Preferably someone administering it. I got my husband to spank me (first time ever) last night while he rode me oggy: , but they were like heavy pats. He just carn't bring himself to hurt me. But on the other hand I don't think I'm courageous to do it to myself just to cause pain either.

Caitlin