My heart goes out to you wlg. I know something of what you are feeling, as do a number of us here, who have had the joy of on line relationships. They can be incredible whilst they last, but the very real pain which marks the end has the ability to cut deep. I know a few one sided bits of information about what has happened, but to be honest that is irrelevant. My plea to you though, for your sake, is find a way of letting go, help each other to forgive and find a way of salvaging a beautiful friendship. It is possible; whilst I was away recently one of my lifelines were exchanges of text messages with CC whose initials I used to wear. It is hard but worth it.

Hugs
cariad