I'm a smart ass. I've always been. I acted up with one of my boyfriends whom I knew was into SM to try and get myself into a little trouble. It worked all too well! He grabbed my hair, put me over his knee, spanked the hell out of my little bottom, tied me to a bed with silk scarves, and fucked me senseless. I loved it! The feeling of helplessness... of being objectified... of submitting to his will for his pleasure... I was addicted to those things immediately. I had to have more.