Let's really get to know each other!

[alura]

Guess what, Sirkin? You're uglier than I am....nah nah nah nee boo boo! But that's only cause I have bigger boobs than you do! (snicker)

[subterfuge]

Why yes I would.
The threat of being alone had never bothered me before, although the prospect of dating pushing 50 was not that appealing. These thoughts were seen thru my then vanilla-eyes. LOL The idea of dating with my now totally BDSM wired brain wakes me in the middle of the night in a cold sweat and shaking. The vanilla days are over for good.
tj

I'm not so experienced with this forum, and I say that because I have no idea whether it makes sense to respond to something written last year. But I want to respond to this for two reasons:

1) John eloquently put into words something that I've been struggling with for some time. The last woman in my life was very vanilla, and highly suspicious of any sexual activity that did originate from a spiritual place. We were almost married. She is one of the most compassionate and beautiful people I've ever known and in still my best friend.
The woman prior to her was a pain slut, and just a slut anyway, in the best possible sense. She gave me a taste of something I couldn't lose if I wanted to, and I don't want to. I had no idea that kind and level of pleasure existed. So, I have a similar dilemma, as far as searching for a new mate. At times, it seems hopeless, although I know it is not.

2) Just wanted to add some high praise to this forum for providing this kind of outlet and support for unconventional viewpoints/lifestyles. It really is amazing that people have some place safe to go to bare their souls.

sunburststrat

[Ruby]

For those of you who haven't played this game, it can be fun and exhausting.

It's called, "bring him to the edge, while making her cum till she can't move".

Here's a version that happened to me today. No pain involved, only pleasure and many forced orgasms. I say forced cause I'm pinned down, my mouth is full, my brain is screaming for mercy and my body is begging for more. Yup, overload and deep into subspace I went. How I love my T!


It's tough to decide where to begin...at the nuzzling and just cuddling, where we began kissing, or where he had me lean over him so he could suckle my breasts while fingering my wet pussy and clit. He lays on his back and plays me like an instrument.

He likes me in lots of "hands and knees" positions; over him, on the side of him, in front of him. This had me leaning over him so his mouth was on my breast, his hand tweaking and playing with the other one, and his free hand toying between my legs.

One hand eventually went into my ponytail to direct me down to his erection while his hands got very busy between my legs with a new vibrator.

I hold onto a thigh and he turns to the side, sometimes locking my head between his legs if I get to enthusiastic and he's not ready to cum. This leaves one of my hands free to roam all over his body. I like to run my fingers from his butt to his shoulder and then back again, sometimes, lingering with fingernails on his nice firm buttcheeks. Sometimes, reaching behind me to play with his chest or put a finger in his mouth.

In this position, his head is resting on my thigh, my head is in his lap and my body across his torso. Everywhere we touch skin to skin wants more and the places that aren't touching were feeling the air from the ceiling fan tickling the sweat on my body.

After a nice long session of "bring him to the edge, but don't make him cum" and "make her climax until she's a puddle", the vibrator found it's way from my pussy to my anus.

Slow teasing while playing with my clit sent me to the stars and time seemed to stand still. He lowered it inside me, inch by inch, using my pussy juices as a lubricant. My hips were bucking and I was riding that wave of pleasure over and over again. His cock was in my mouth and I was in heaven as it twitched or thrust inside of me.

When I thought I couldn't take it anymore, when I was almost begging for mercy cause he's made me cum so many times, he had me hold the vibrator in my ass. Then he climbed out from underneath me, to position me with my head down, bottom up, and pussy available, near the edge of the bed.

He stood at the side of the bed and thrust into me so hard I thought I was going to explode. Using the vibrator, pushing and pulling it in rhythm with his cock, he told me to touch my clit so he could feel my fingers against him.

One climax followed another and I was pushing against him while he was pushing into me. When he wanted to thrust deeper, he removed the vibrator and grasped my hands behind my back, holding them like reigns so he could push into me and pull on my hands, bringing me back into him, harder and harder, deeper and deeper.

Everything in me focused on my hands in his, his cock in my pussy and my buttcheeks feeling his skin as he pressed against and into me.

I'm not sure if I was talking outloud, but my mind was screaming, yes, yes, yes, yes...

Everything became frenzied as he rode me harder and harder, faster and faster to one big climax. He filled me over and over, until finally, neither of us could or wanted to move. I was panting, struggling for air and totally satisfied.

So...what have you been up to lately?

[Jadetiger]

Damn Ruby that was so unfair of you. You have just turned my fantasy of chasing Saracen around a room with a big stick to whimpering for mercy and begging him to let me cum. LOL

Saracen's Jade

[Ruby]

Damn Ruby that was so unfair of you. You have just turned my fantasy of chasing Saracen around a room with a big stick to whimpering for mercy and begging him to let me cum. LOL

Saracen's Jade

You know I want to see either one of those things happen. :-[

I'm not sure I can take much more of you on CD (cum depravation). Perhaps we should all start begging Saracen.

[Jadetiger]

Yes please Jade whimpers. LOL This is where my internal struggle at be a switch always gets me. Switching between dominant and submissive fanatsies sure takes it toll on a girl. It is also one of the greatest pleasures of being a switch as well. Jade runs back to fantasy domming Saracen for putting her on CD. :-[ Of course I know it will never happen in real life but since it is my fantasy my fantasy Saracen will just have to grin and bare it.

Saracen's Jade

[Sam'sJasmine]

Master and I carried on a long distance affair for about 2 years before we decided it was time to make plans to make further commitments. I saw him 4 or 5 times a year. I was a long distance truck driver, and would call him when I got a load going through or ending up in his area. We would meet at a shopping center that had truck parking a few miles from his house. He would come to the truck and pick me up. He would instruct me in how I was to be waiting and give me a time he would arrive. And I had usually been denied orgasms before I was to arrive.

One time he had me on my hands and knees on the floor, a large dildo in my ass. I had put the dildo under the mattress, and duck taped it so I could fuck it. The truck had storage opening under the bunk, so I slid my legs back there. I also had a blindfold on. I was to leave the passenger door unlocked, start fucking myself, don’t cum, and wait for him. He called my cell phone and said get in position and he would be there soon. I was so horny and yet I was in this very vulnerable position. I had no way of knowing who was climbing in my truck. It was a fairly safe area, but….. there was that extra measure of uncertainty that adds to a scene.

I began to rhythmically ease myself back onto the dildo, easing it slowly into my ass. I have always loved being fucked in the ass; it makes me very hot. With the orgasm denial and the added plus of an ass fucking, I was very aroused within minutes. When I am blindfolded I have no concept of time. I don’t know if I had been going at it for an hour or 5 minutes. I just remember I had a sheen of sweat on my body and I was moaning.

All of a sudden the door opened. I flinched, I hoped it was Master, but he was not saying anything, I hoped it was him and started back to fucking myself. He didn’t say a word just undressed and grabbed a pillow and sat down in front of me, grabbed my hair and I had his cock in my mouth.

It was him, I knew his cock. I was so relieved and started licking and sucking. Master is not quick by any means. And I had already been fucking myself for what seemed like hours. I was coming very close to being on the edge and the first words out of his mouth were “remember I cum first”. So I eased up a little on the fucking but when it wasn’t helping I stopped to try and not cum. He told me to keep fucking myself; my mouth was full so I couldn’t explain I was real close. It was so hard not to cum and he was far from ready. Damn. I was so turned on I did everything I could to make him come. I wanted to orgasm now! But being the good slave I am, I got myself under control and finally felt that telltale tightening that signaled he was about to explode, and then, as his cum shot into my mouth, he said “Now Jasmine”. I screamed with his dick still in my mouth and fucked myself into a very long and satisfying orgasm. I fell face first into his lap and felt him stroking my quivering back. He removed my blindfold and brought my face up to his for a kiss.

Yummmmmmm!

[Ruby]

Ride'm Jasmine!

What a great tale of denial, suspense and pleasure.

Your Sam is one lucky man to have such a delightful sub under his command. I can see why you upped the committment.

[Sam'sJasmine]

Thank you Ruby for your kind words. I love reading about your adventures with 'T' and your sub Nathaniel. You inspire me to tell about my own experiences.

I am also lucky in finding a wonderful Master/husband who fulfills my fantasies in such creative ways. We have had wonderful times learning new things about each other. I expect we will continue to do so for a long time. Life is good.

[Ruby]

Thank you Ruby for your kind words. I love reading about your adventures with 'T' and your sub Nathaniel. You inspire me to tell about my own experiences.

I am also lucky in finding a wonderful Master/husband who fulfills my fantasies in such creative ways. We have had wonderful times learning new things about each other. I expect we will continue to do so for a long time. Life is good.

Jasmine, you are welcome. I truly enjoy reading about you and your man, as well. Your insight and clever commentary is a gift to all of us. Thank you.

[Katmandu]

OK, time to revive this baby. Let me tell ya'll about my collaring night. OK, yes, I've accepted a collar from Him before, but that was a training one! LOL This is a beautiful, heavy silver chain, with NO clips on the 2 ends, just rings to attach the lock to! We had ordered it custom made back in February of this year, and only got it in October, just before a Meeting Of Like Minds (Munch, if you will) that we attended in Louisville, Kentucky, USA.

Since it had been soooo long between ordering (and my accepting) of the collar, it had come around to being something of an old, worn out joke, that He should actually present it to me with some sort of Pomp and Circumstance. (In other words, when it FINALLY came in, He just handed it to me and said; "Put it on".) Pfffft

Well, I was none too happy @ THAT, told Him so, and He then said; "OK, turn around, damn it, and I'll put it on"! Bullshit! I was furious! Damn it all, I went through a lot, earning that collar, and I wanted something to remember receiving it by! Sonofadamnedbitch! ALWAYS be careful what you wish for!

We hadn't truly 'played' in some time, so He went all out that particular evening.

1. First: He had me strip, then shower-shave and be compliant for Him. Before finishing my cleansing, He joined me in the shower, and had me scrub Him, top to bottom, slowly and sensually. Using my hot mouth for the most sensitive areas, if you catch my drift! All of this was done, in the twilight of candle illumination, with scents wafting around the room, intermingling with the steam, all soooooo very erotic!
2. Second: Being very worked up, and about a melting subbie at this point, literally, He calmly took my hand, and led me into the bedroom. There, He had taken the collar out of it's box, and laying on one side of the bed, had me lay sideways across the bed, with my head resting next to the collar. From there, all I needed to do was let my eyes slip sideways, and the object of my most intense desire rested, well.....right under my nose!
3. Then: Obviously thinking I was due for an incredibly, intensely, softly, sensually, lovingly intensely orgasmic night, I was already dripping in anticipation of the warm joys I expected to receive, for all my months of hard preperation!
4. Finally: Putting on my 4 cuffs, wrists and ankles, I look at Him with a baffled expression, not understanding the need for restraints at a time like this. He walks across the room, and when He turns around, He is carrying the Spreader Bar! NO!!!!! I scream! That is something my sadistic Master uses only to inflict serious pain unto me! "This is supposed to be my special night!" I cry! "Oh, my beautiful little slave, it WILL be special!" He responds. "It will be a night to remember, this time that your Master permanently collars you!"

So, although I am quite the compatible masochist to His sadism, I truly did not expect this to be a night like THAT! Never before, nor since, have I felt so submissive, such a slave to His machinations.

He clamped my cuffs, right wrist AND right ankle, to one side of the bar, and the left wrist/ankle to the left side of the spreader. All of this is while on my back, sideways on the bed. To make it even worse, He then tied one end of the bar to the headboard, and the other end of the bar to the footboard of the bed. Gods, I was totally opened before Him, and completely immobilized!!!!!

He went to the toy chest, and brought out every flogger, whip, and cane we own. At this point, my disappointment, and anxiety took over, and I began to cry. He bent over my head, and stroking my face, whispered against my head: "Do you want to wear this collar, my beautiful slave?" Already in subspace from the overload of emotions, I glanced sideways at the baubel He was fingering, and nodded my head , YES! He then gagged me with the ball gag, and walked around the bed towards my exposed nether region.


In His mercy and wisdom, My Master started out very slow, and light. First up was the short, rubber flogger. He stuck to mostly my inner thighs. Then He upgraded, progressively, to the larger and heavier, leather floggers. Still, He stayed nearer my thighs, with only the occasional whack on my pussy.
Now, mind ya'll, I've never REALLY been flogged on the puss before, just an occasional, teasing stroke, to raise my eyebrows.

He then proceeded to stitch off with the heavy, wooden paddle. This can't really fit between my legs, so by now, my tinner legs were beet red and sore. Switching back to the flogger, He started concentrating mostly on my open pussy. I was in AGONY! Taking a few minutes off to come around to my head again, He reached over me, stroking my sore bottom, and rubbing my face gently, and talking calmly to me, reassured me that I was an excellent sub, and He was proud of being able to call me His!

When He returned to torture my lower half, I got a bit hysterical when He pulled out the clothes pins! He pinned my outer pussy lips, 3 to a side......................then took some thin rope, and tied the pins down flat against my inner thighs!!!!!! This totally exposed the inside of my cunt, my clit. My sadistic Dom then proceeded to flog me directly on these areas, not to the exclusion of the bound clips pulling against my outer lips!

When I was totally lost in the extremity of the pain, when my mind no longer functioned, except in it's feeble attempt to accept a fraction of this intense pain, when He tried to talk to me, and I could not formulate thoughts enough to respond, He stopped the whipping. He gently untied and pulled the pins off.....which everyone knows creates even more pain.......

My Lord and Master then left me alone for a moment to try and recover a fraction of my senses. At least, for the sensations to return to somewhat normal in my most precious areas. But NO, He was not through with me yet. After a brief comforting effort on His part, He returned to clip my ass hole. This has most certainly NEVER been done to me, nor have I EVER attained such an intense (Yet erotic, even through all this!!!!) level of pain. I nearly ripped my sockets out from the thrashing, when He was ready to pull these clips back off, as I know what the increase intensity is like, when the blood flows back in......


OK, so by now, between His sensual ministrations, and sadistic ones , I am one, seriously, vegetative sub/slave to anything He says or desires. He appraoches my head, again, softly talks against my cheek, telling me how much He loves me, how proud He is to possess me, and how He hopes I wish to submit to Him forever....will I accept His Permanent Collar? Sobbing like a newborn , I can only nod feebly, and He
un-does all of my restraints. He helps rub normal feelings back into my extremities, and gently lifts me off the bed, and has me kneel on the floor at His feet. Quietly, without a word, He reaches over, takes the collar, and places it around my neck, clipping it with the lock, ever so slowly, and quietly, like a butterfly gently brushing against my neck......

Then, the reality hits home. I feel angry, sad, and so in love my heart wants to rip itself away from my chest. It is DONE. I am His.

[Ruby]

Wow! Kats, that was quite a ceremony.

Having seen you in your beautiful collar, I must say, you earned the right to wear it forever!!!

You f*cking rock!

[Nikita]

Kats:

That was a very moving narrative of your private moment. It takes a lot of courage to post such a thing. Your feelings, deep and resonant, moved me. I could see the scene as you described it. Thanks for sharing.

Nikita

[learningtopleez]

HOT DAYUM Kats! You are the woman! And you so freakin rock...just like Ruby said! And kudos to Barton too! You rock too darlin' for being such a caring, yet sadistic Master to your love! I soooooo wanna see a picture of your collar Kats! Hmmmmm..maybe I can see it in r/l??? That would be so cool!

hugs and kisses to ya both
~ltp~

[Katmandu]

Thanks all! You know, it did take me months to be able to divulge this to everyone. First, because I've been suffereing anxiety over what I did, by accepting it from Him. Normally, I dodn't think of Him as a great Dom. (Fantastic husband and lover, YES! But Dom....... )

But after a performance like that, everything was SOOOO perfect, I can only hope this is the trend He continues on, and I will never regret wearing this.

I'll post a picture, as soon as I can find them. We had a friend working on our PC, and all personal pix were encrypted. I have yet to figure out how to retrieve them. LOL

[Rob'sGurl]

Well I just recently got into this so I don't have any really interesting stories yet. We are just doing the basics right now, as my partner is not as into it as I am, and he's still getting used to it. But luckily he's getting more and more comfortable with it each time and really enjoys being a dom , so hopefully we can move on to more of the hardcore stuff soon, and you guys definitely gave me some good ideas

[Barton]

Kats Kollar!

[Barton]

Kats is quite correct, the last time we tried a master/slave relationship I lacked the experience and knowledge to do it properly. But practice does indeed make perfect.

[learningtopleez]

Awwwww Kats...you and Barton do warm my heart....as well as some other places I won't mention here! Just wanted to thank you two for posting a pic of the collar! Very pretty Kats! Now see...I could wear something like that myself! Besides I like sparkly stuff....and your collar looks very sparkly...I luuuuuuuuv it! Congrats to the both of you for sticking it out till you got it right for the both of you!

It really is a beautiful collar!
hugs and kisses
~ltp~