Oh, who *hasn't*?Originally Posted by alura
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The first sub thing I ever had to do was call my Master "Sir." As much as I was dying for a D/s relationship, that was really hard. I struggled with it a lot, and he gave me plenty of time to come to terms with it.
Unfortunately, the relationship didn't get much past that. I think part of the reason I struggled was because I didn't really feel secure with him--for good reason, as it turned out.
The first *fun* sub thing I did was to write erotica on demand! He would give me a few story parameters (2 guys, 1 girl, a ball gag, and 3 nipple clamps) and a deadline. It was *so* hard to concentrate, writing something sexy and knowing that it was an "assignment."