Need help with proper begging etiquette...

[Lilly My Sweet]

Thank you guys so much for the responses and ideas! Also, because of certain PMs that I have received, I feel that I need to clarify that I don't really have a 'Master.' My so-called 'Master' is nothing more than a guy that I like who gave his heart to another. We are close friends and have talked enough for me to know the things that he is into and how he likes things done. Sigh, I am merely there it seems to listen to him talk about the love of his life as I dream on. So when I fanatasize about submitting to a lover, I think of him for I have no one else at this time. So my 'Master' is nothing more than a fantasy, just like the rest of my love life...pathetic, I know...sniff.

[Caitlin]

Lilly ~ It's sweet that you have so much love to give, and you are wanting to submit so much. It’s not pathetic to think of Him in terms of your submission. He evokes so many emotions in you. It must be so frustrating for you at times.

Your Master will come along, and you can serve Him in ways you have longed to serve a Master.

In the mean time ~ happy hunting, and happy fantasies

[Sir Lanceloth]

just like the rest of my love life...pathetic, I know...sniff.

love is never pathetic, even the sad love holds an beauty of its own. Just hang in there! what comes easy also disappear easily. Take the time to find the best man ever! but dont waste your time hunting either, as that may just bring you sorrow.

cheer up! look at all the other positive sides of your life and cultivate them, after all its such things that will attract the man for you

[Lilly My Sweet]

cheer up! look at all the other positive sides of your life and cultivate them, after all its such things that will attract the man for you

I'm a very cheerful person, swear! But perhaps just not in terms of love, hehe. It feels amazing to have my heart filled with so much feeling and life; love feeds and gives the heart its beat! Yet the melody of love is bittersweet when it floods from the heart only to fall to a deaf ear (but I don't obsess over it, much too busy for that, hehe). It feels wonderful to love my friend, even if it does hurt. It hurts to bridle the verbal and physical expression I crave to give him. But love encompasses all feelings, it soothes as easily as it burns. I'm happy to have love, even if its home is my lonely heart, truly...love makes us feel alive.

[Sir Lanceloth]

yes lilly, well said! i see i dont have to worry about you

Love love love love just the word makes me happy