Need help with proper begging etiquette...

[Lilly My Sweet]

cheer up! look at all the other positive sides of your life and cultivate them, after all its such things that will attract the man for you

I'm a very cheerful person, swear! But perhaps just not in terms of love, hehe. It feels amazing to have my heart filled with so much feeling and life; love feeds and gives the heart its beat! Yet the melody of love is bittersweet when it floods from the heart only to fall to a deaf ear (but I don't obsess over it, much too busy for that, hehe). It feels wonderful to love my friend, even if it does hurt. It hurts to bridle the verbal and physical expression I crave to give him. But love encompasses all feelings, it soothes as easily as it burns. I'm happy to have love, even if its home is my lonely heart, truly...love makes us feel alive.