Nice to hear you got a taste of the hot feeeling of being stretched out and whipped with some onlookers. Been around to a few playparties myself and the feeling of being pretty nervous and it's hard to break into this band of strangers is quite common - I remember talking to a girl at a dyke club who said "even if I've been around here half a dozen times /with these people, some of them/ I still feel a bit wound up".

Five pounds in a flogger? Wow!