Self torture, pain or pleausre?

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I would like to try some pain. Preferably someone administering it. I got my husband to spank me (first time ever) last night while he rode me oggy: , but they were like heavy pats. He just carn't bring himself to hurt me. But on the other hand I don't think I'm courageous to do it to myself just to cause pain either.

Caitlin

Well have a try to convince him is doing mually the same or similar to each other. He spanks you, do the same with him, or pinch each other niples trying to last longest etc.... It will avoid that he makes himself guilty to hurt you. Good luck