I watched one Master with his slave as he tormented her, first with bondage, floggers, crop, the violet wand...her serving him and to me this was wonderful. I saw many views, from the loyalty and devotion, trust and level of submission as she gave over to him, and his attentiveness and care, even as he was whipping her, or the evilness as he teased and tormented her with the violet wand.
I helped him sew her up, from handing alcohol swabs to taking plastic and caps off new needles, although I was sure I was going to run at some point, but I didnt because he was counting on me to be there.

To me watching all this was an amazing experience and taught me a lot

I do not like or enjoyed being watched, this makes me downright uncomfortable.