I almost feel sorry for you, but I am sure that you have had your reasons, I do hope that one day you will be able to tell someone that you love them, and have them tell you, I love you too.
OH Goodness~! Don't feel sorry for me, this has been my choice. My heart is the one thing I have that I can offer and give...and when I meet the right one....perhaps I am just an old romantic fool.