New Year's Resolution: 128 Slave Rules

[Flaming_Redhead]

Slave Rule #10: i will ask my Master for permission to satisfy whatever need i have before acting on it.

I have tried this, but I'm not sure if Daddy really cares for it. I used to ask him if I could smoke. Then, I started "sneaking" out while he was in the shower or otherwise preoccupied. Now, I just go when I want to, although I do try to limit it as I know he doesn't like it. I've asked him for permission to go potty, and he just looks at me like I'm crazy. I've asked him if I could go out with friends, and he always says he doesn't care. He's never said I had to ask to touch myself during sex or to cum. Hmm....I wonder what would happen if I started asking for every little thing? Would it get on his nerves or would he like it? I think it would get on his nerves by the way he's reacted to it previously. However, I've wondered why he doesn't seem interested in controlling little things like this, which I'd probably be willing to do, and why he seems to immediately go for the big things, like my hair color, which I'm not so eager to do. I'm not used to having anyone tell me what to do much (how dare they?), and even though I might want that control, I still want to be "me." It would make more sense, to me, to start out with the little things than expect me to make huge changes, though he may only be interested in getting right down to business. You know what I mean....baby steps. As it stands now, when he finally asks me to do something for him, I usually react "badly." I know he can see it all over my face....that WHAAAAAAAAT?!!!! look.....