Just a suggestion, But maybe you need some YOU attention... People sometimes just forget that there is 2 people in the relationship. It may be because you are unhappy in other parts of your life and that you are taking it out on him. Just cause your submissive doesnt mean you cant ask and receive things. It means that what you ask and need is important. Your Mental health and wellbeign is in your Masters hands, and he should help you through this with some additional caring sometimes.