wow - revival after three months, you poor gurl and especially since i'm very sure you've well learned the lesson but i do have to agree with kitten, His disappointment is the worst form of punishment and withholding Himself from you would be heart wrenching enough to never forget such an indiscretion

kudos and hugs to you darling Amber, you've weathered it well and with grace and i'm sure there are many many things you do right *winks*