My story follows closely to the lines of yours, mastersgem. I was introducted into sexuality when I was very young. I was molested many times by one of my uncles when I lived in Grenada. I was physically and mentally abused there by my stepmother, until my father finally found out and we moved. I was raped by my fathers best friend when I was thirteen, which played in role in me being fascinated with forced sex play. I've always been the type of person to do as they're told and not ask questions. I just never realized there was an actual relationship like that until I began talking with Shaun, my previous Master. He gave me a few websites and I finally realized my place in life.