butterflySlave4u
Look don't take what a newcomer probably wannabee posts as anything to take to heart. Few of us are polished authors and when I read something from him that is worth any thought then he can tell us how to write.

As far as what I understand your former Dom left without an explanation. I find that to be inexcusable, you offered him service and he accepted it, at that point he does owe you to be careful and thoughtful in his actions toward you.

I have sent sub/slaves away but all ways with a why, that isn't all ways easy but it is all ways right.