my first bdsm experience,was when i met a guy online and he asked me to meet him ,he was old he was 56 years old man and i was only 22 at that time,,the thing is i am straight more than being a bi,,but couldnt resist his orders when he asked to see me,,,he asked to be completely naked ,pulling me from my penis,forcing my to suck and when i was sucking his dick,he spanked the hell out of my ass till i was nearly screaming in tears,,then u can imagine what happened afterwards,,he fucked me one time and my ass was virgin and it was bleeding,i went to wash it up and he brought me this cream that`s some kind of a drug that makes dont feel any pain,,that was gentle of him till i understood why he did that,,,HE FUKED THE SHIT OUT OF ME afterwards,,,damn i was in tears,,but till now i cant resist getting back to him whenever he calls,sometimes he brings other MEN over to his house to fuck me and i simply cant say no