Frikkin' awe. What a good task I might write down all the things my creature does for me that make my heart smile, then randomly hide it someplace where he'll find it. ...If it doesn't convince him that I've done something wrong and make him completely paranoid, anyhow >>

when he kisses my knees

when he says, "would you like me to run you a hot bath?" when I know he's really thinking, "fuck, she's PMS'ing again"

how he returns movies to the rental place because he knows i'll forget

the way he gets really into his reading and sometimes mouths the words

how he laughs when the baby makes a face at him

how he squirms when i tie him to the bed and sit on his face

Ah, l'amour