I have always been a person that likes to make others happy. Whether it is cooking for them, laundry, helping them out in some way.....I have always liked to please other people. I also can remember that at any given time in my life, where men are concerned, I have always wanted to please them. Strong, arrogant and controlling men have always attracted me. Not always for the best, mind you, but I have always been drawn to them. A man who can handle himself well, take care of things and make me feel like I belong on my knees! That is the man I want. I guess it took me a long time to realize it. I never knew about D/s until recently. It was like finding that 'thing' that made me whole inside. I always felt incomplete and now I know what it is I need. It has been a wonderful discovery for me, and I know it is truly my calling.