What makes you submissive?

[babygirl1204]

I think I was born submissive, I was sexually abused as a child at a very early age but didn't remember it until I started having sex. In my teen years I always seem to be attracted to controlling boys but never allowed them to have any control it was always a problem.

After I started having sex I never enjoyed it, I had great partners but somehting was missing. This was my opinion of sex.... key word "was"

It is like a good hot bath, when you first put your foot in its really really hot, then your slowly put the other foot in and lower your body getting deeper into the water until you are all the way in and well once you were all the way in it wasn't so hot after all.

It wasn't until I figured out I was submissive that I realized you can alway turn the heat back up to keep it hot.

babygirl

One other note as a child I was never spanked or beat for any reason I was always protected by my sisters if I were due a spanking they too the blame for what ever I did.