Quote Originally Posted by SirHenri (luxemberg) View Post
CR (which is really difficult for her)


i too, Sir, am a masochist of the highest degree

Cr is hard on those of us experiencing it, but i think of the context of it...to be denied the physical attention of my One, the crop, the flogger, the needles...is almost unbearable at times.

A former Master found a unique way to punish me for an infraction...He supplied me with my favorite vibe, a small clit stimulator, and instructed me to bring myself to orgasm with it, and maintain eye contact with Him the whole time. And maintain that level of stimulation until He said to stop. He then sat to the side, with my favorite flogger.

As i brought myself to orgasm, He'd bring the flogger down hard, on the bed. The sound was wonderful, but i craved it....wanted it on my body. He said "again", and i had to bring myself to orgasm again. The next time, He whipped the bed many, many times...you can see where this is going. It was the most frustrating session i'd ever had. And it lasted 3 hours. By the end of it, i was hysterical with want, even though i was exhausted.

He'd punished me by denying my body His ministrations. Most masochists crave the pain brought on by those that love them, and understand what they need. You seem to know what she craves...so denying her would be worse than any other punishment you could give her....