the worst possible punishment for me, is to see that look in His eyes, that look of sadness or disapointment, at that momnet i just wanna die, everything else that happens after, even if its some kinda punitive adjustment like a spanking or removal of possessions, restrictions, preforming some dislikable task, doing something degrading or disgusting etc, i gladely do in the hopes that He will see i am making a redoubled effort to please Him,, and in pleasing Him i find the greatest pleasures ,just as in submission to His will, i find the greatest freedom.