i was acting out, being doubtful of how He felt towards me and very disrespectful. i almost yelled at Him because i was angry that he didn't understand that i thought he didnt care about me. i suppose i should have been a little more tactful.
His response was " if thats how you want to act, maybe we should take a week break and not have any contact"
i almost flipped. i cried and begged for him not to do this.
So he offered a lesser but more physical punishment instead. I never want to feel that lost. i could not imagine going a week with out hearing his voice. I would be devastated. i gladly took the other punishment. It still was horrible, but the fact that i disappointed him was far worse.