Quote Originally Posted by ashtonDs View Post
I think I was born submissive. I can remember tying myself up when I was five. It was fun and stimulating, but at the same time frustrating because there were things I wanted to do but couldn't all by myself. My little sessions lasted for quite a few years, until I thought that the risk of being caught got too great.
Wow, so I'm not the only one! I was always playing with myself - tying myself up, gagging myself, finding things to push into myself... I worried about being caught, but the lure of it was too much to deny. I'd fantasize about getting "in trouble" and an authority figure spanking me or making me sit in a corner, etc, but I was also frustrated because I wanted someone there to actually make me do these things, not just fantasize about them. And I wasn't even in middle school when this stuff started!