I know exactly what you mean. The whole "I should hit him, I should get him off of me" train of thought goes through your head, but you just can't seem to get your body to respond and you freeze. It *is* awful.

Thank you for being strong enough to share this; keeping it to yourself just makes it hurt more. You are a good person and you have absolutely no fault or blame in this; I hope you don't think you do. That man is horrid for what he did and there's a special place in hell (or wherever we all end up) for sub-humans like him. Thank god you got him off campus and away from more girls, and I am so very sorry this happened to you.

If you need to talk more, please feel free to pm me.