Your situation sounds so similar to ours. My Master is my husband as well. Yes..sometimes life does get in the way. Children, jobs, work, remodeling, etc...yet in the end we never really lose sight of what my submission means...our ability to fully enjoy it may ebb and flow at times, but in the end it comes back full circle and we delve into it each and every chance we get. I wish you nothing but joy on the journey. Tis' nice to be married to the one you call Master. To offer love and submission is the greatest gift.