Nikita:

I'm from the south. Where do I bring the food? (you'll understand that)

My family just went through this with a 12 year old boy's passing. Please believe that I do actually understand where you are, and wish with all that I am that you didn't have to endure this. Please believe also that I know for a fact that you can come out the other side as a whole person. Time will help. Contact me here if I may be of ANY assistance. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and yours.