Why do the tears fall so easily?

[Rowen]

I do not like to cry...........for the most part i do not cry.......

For me that is a control issue.......thrall holding the reins.

With submission.....i give over that control....Tears by Him and for Him....the gates are open......and the tears just flow.......

They are emotionally draining.....emotionally cleansing.....tears of the soul.....

* sigh * Physical pain won't bring me tears..never has. Personal grief on very rare occasions....being used to "powder my face and put on the cloak" and do what must be done.
But..the right words.. like above.. yes.. somehow they're squeezed out my head..