I wonder how well this goes over in the BDSM lifestyle community. These will just be my own experiences and wondering how well it will be accepted. I understand that it may be common practice for Doms to have multiple subs and I don't think that I could possibly keep more than one Dom without feeling guilty of betraying him. But, I do plan to keep some friends w/benefits just for sexual fun. I have an extremely high sex drive. If I could get it 3 to 4 times a day I still wouldn't be satisfied. I need more and more. I'm always thinking about sex, wanting sex and craving it. I have 2 friends I play with about weekly at this point. I could go for more with them but we all have lives and RL gets in the way. Would a Dom be less likely to take me as a playmate because I keep other playmates on the side? Safe sex with the other men is a must. I understand that. I do worry about being labeled a "whore" or slut because I have multiple partners. Yes, growing up and living in a small town does tend to give you a small amount of guilt even if you don't agree with their mentality.
Who knows, down the road I may actually hook up with a single guy and have the possibility to fall in love again and have a life together. But for now, I seem to attract married men and I like the idea of not falling for them and getting my heart broken. They know their purpose and they seem ok with it. One says he wants to be my only one but he knows he's not. He knows he's married and he can't see me often enough to keep me satisfied. I feel bad that he wants to be the only one but he knew from the start that he was to serve a purpose and he agreed to it.
Wow, lots of rambling here. I shouldn't get on the net and type after surgery and while on pain meds

I would appreciate any thoughts or opinions of the subject though. Thanks