Submissive attraction

[CookieMan]

what made it click for me....
Please allow me a brief moment to give you an introduction to the situation. Trust me, my post will make more sense this way. My doll and I have been friends for about 6 years now and only recently(within the past year) came to be together. The dynamic between us hasn't changed much really, since the switch to being more than just friends. Whenever she had problems or needed advice, she would call me(always puzzled me as I think I'm just about on mental par with a box of wet rocks) to help her figure it out or just come over. That said...onto the answer to your question.

What made it really hit home for me is the way her body would visibly relax, the tone of her voice would become almost dreamy, the way her eyes would dilate when I gave her my 'suggestions'. Apparently, they weren't so much suggestions as flat out telling her what to do. Funny how I never saw it that way, eh? She tells me constantly that I do it to everyone I know. That was my first draw to become her Dominant(other than that she's smokin hot). Now I draw my pleasure out of other things in addition to the way she reacts to the tone of my voice, my inflection, and 'suggestions'. Her extreme desire to please me is one of the things that drives me wild...and makes me feel bad at the same time. Talk about mixed messages! There are times I feel guilty for having her do things for me, things she enjoys as they please me. But...that's another story for another time(the reasons are fairly obvious to anyone who's been through life). On a visceral level, I derive pleasure from her pain - edge play, bondage, wax play, spankings and the like. There are a thousand small things she does for me that draw my attention to her every day from sitting at my feet to wearing something that I picked out or she knows I like to see her in. I could ramble on and on and on...but I'll stop now and save you all from having to read the aimless wanderings of my mind.

Zac.

Edit: I forgot the simply stunning visual attraction of having her bound and waiting for my deviant attentions. There's just something about a beautiful sub being tied up like a twisted BDSM Birthday present...