I didn't ask for support frivolously, and I really appreciate it. I know that some people have a real-life community that shares their bdsm interests, but I don't, so I don't really have anyone to bring this to. Thanks very much for the virtual hugs - they actually mean a lot.

Spoke again this morning. There are so many things going on, but one is the feeling of danger within safety. He's quite formidable.