wow i agree with everything you said there Aurora. I love the kind of feeling i get after playing with my master online. It makes me want to go and tell everyone about it (i dont of course)!! lol But even with my husband, although our relationship is more vanilla than i would like, he tries hard to incorporated some traces of bdsm for me, on my birthday this year he took me away to a hotel and tied me up and spanked me (hard i might add)!! and the feeling of sitting in the restaurant in the evening for dinner, ass burning, nipples still hard and sore made me so horny. Even flirting on chat with people sets me up for the day, i go out in the mornings feeling like i am an attractive sexual person not just a wife or mum! But you are right, just those feelings of having been close and personal last the whole day and give you such an inner glow - i love that feeling too! Jayden is right too, the whole online relationship thing is addictive, looking for messages, finding someone waiting on chat or yim for you its just such a buzz and when you have finished playing you cant wait to play again or to fulfil the tasks given you by your Master. I bless this site and all on it who have given this gal another lease of life and hope it lasts a long time to come!