Mending ways?

[TheseDays]

I am making my comments, I don't care if it's unethical or not.

I love you tommiecat, I do. Yes I know that I had made a mistake before, I understand that, I am sorry about that. All these months later we got back together. Why? I felt in love with you still, not sure why you came back. I would hope it's because you loved me.

I know that, you still have your doubts about me and all of that. I am sorry for that, I know trusting someone in such a way is hard.

It's up to you at this point. Thats really I can say.

I am sorry you had to pull me along all this time, making me think things were fine. You need to communicate better. I am sorry that we had to wait until things got so messed up that you felt the need to explain this to me. I just wish you would have felt like you could talk to me about anything.

I had hoped that we put what happened behind us, but I guess not. Maybe one day you will realize that I am truly sorry for what happened, and that I really do want this to work out. But only you can decide if you will even trust me in such a way again. Only you can decide if you want to try this.

I wish you the best in any direction that life takes you, but do know that I love you, I always have. I always will.

Maybe one day you will come back, maybe you won't.

-Tomcat


Edit: I fucked up once, and I haven't done it again nor do I ever plan on doing it, maybe you can believe that, maybe you can't. Either way thats how I feel.