-giggles- So cute! lol.. Its totally norm. for some women... I felt just like you though.. I wouldn't play without towels lol..

Bascially... I got to the point where I would do kegels.. to strength my muscles... and I would stop RIGHT before it would happen.. when I feel the rush go through my body and the shaking begin... I would stop.... calm down a bit.. and restart.. or stop.. depending how flushed I was...

Just concentrate on learning how it will "feel" .. the things your body goes through right before it happens... then you will learn when to squeeze to "shut it off" or to pull away... this is how I learned...if I just completley let my muscles be over taken.. I am squirting everywhere.

Hope that helps.

Sera (anya)