I have a few suggestions for you to try. First, I would have a glass of wine (or tea, or beer, or whatever) and look at some porn. Sometimes I don't find porn all that interesting - pictures work better for me. Try to make it purposeful - like you send any images that turn you on to your Master, or look for new positions to be bound in or things you might be interested in trying. It may help if you write a sentence about what you like about the image. After getting into the right frame of mind, spread your lips with one hand and with the other lightly touch your clit. Try different movements, like tapping or swirling and see what works best for you. Once you get going (I hope you can get going!) try turning over and make a humping motion on some object, like the floor or the corner of soft chair. He didn't say you couldn't use a chair, did he? Imagine that you are doing this for him, that he is watching and how well you perform will determine your fate in the near future. When we think someone is watching, we tend to be a little more outside ourselves and embody sexiness and sensuality a bit more (I think).

If you get stuck, go back to the porn. If you still can't do it, document your efforts and beg for forgiveness. If you try hard enough, a good Master should be willing to work with you and you can try more training sessions to improve on your masturbation skills.

Good luck!

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