Hmmm, don't *think* I am uncomfortable at the moment. Though I may get that way at some point, I suppose. I suppose I am just trying to control things because I do like to be in control (depsite being a sub... its one reason why I like to be submissive, I can trust someone else to control all) and being able to see the future is one aspect of control I like. I like to know how things are going to go.

So, not uncomfortable yet but I suppose it may get that way which is why I want to preempt things. Maybe I am being overly controlling and need to just let things take thier course for a while without trying to interfere...