hm... mindofasubpgh it could possibly be it just isn't want your looking for I know without realizing it that when I watch porn especially vanilla I usually see myself in the girls possition "taking it" or taking an image and instead of how vanilla guy see fucking the girl I just see her topping my subby ass. Also even more so I know what you mean I seem to have different taste then what the professionals think is good, or writers (so I just write my own stuff.) but I find that a lot of porn vanilla, fetish or other isn't as great as it could be. I also remember the saying that we are the ones that knows what turns us on the most.